Metamorphosis

When will these dream and fantasies
Turn into truth and become reality?
All the time I think of you
It freaks me out sometimes but I really want to.

Many a time I would look back to the ex
I don't want history repeating, things would be so complex
It's meant to be simple, a lil tad of some differences
But I'm sure we'd do just fine, I'm good at adaptive changes

Just as a worm transforms into a butterfly
I want to be changed, let me metamorphosize
Don't let me lose hope in love, you're my final serve
Turn me around 360, I'll love you with everything I own, I assure

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Sailing I have been for 3days
Dreams in search of you, just like in a maze
Each time I start, disappointed I become
All because I miss you, oh how silly I am, how dumb.

I can't focus, I can't concentrate
The slightest thought of you makes me float, and hit my head
Retarded you may say, stupid in another way
But it's really all because of you, trust me, this is no play.

44 messages you've sent to date
I've been reading them over in repeat
Little contact we may have had
But surely I say to you, you've been appreciated, you make me glad.

Before bed I bid u goodnight
I look at ur face, and I say oh my
Those luscious lips, and enchanting eyes
If I don't get you, I'd probably just die

Though your picture in my phone is merely 2D
But i close my eyes and i feel you're so real, so real to me
You're funny, nice, accomodative and pretty
These are only some I can pen, or this poem will be too draggy

I wanna know you so much more
I'm infatuated with you, yes me, Paul
Not everything has its reasons
Because it's all about you. Call me baby, once more.

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Anticipation

My long awaited anticipation has come to a transit
The eagerness and wait a part and parcel of my yearning to meet
Your sweet arousing voice that lingers in my mind
I finally hear again as it stirs me up from inside

Even before I call, butterflies flutter like in a race
That very first greeting brings a wide smile to my face
Your bubbly tone that brightens up my day
And the things you say, just picks me up from the miry clay

You make me wanna have you so much more
With every wait as the days pass and more anticipation draws
Wait for me my dear
I'll show my feelings for you, trust me, it'll be so clear

I wanna love you, let me not anticipate no more

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nothing more

it's upsetting to know that shit like this
just have to happen at times like these
it's just wrong being nice
and it's never right being this kind.

a friend you say?
maybe just to my dismay
a price i'm gonna pay
my heart is beaten like eggs in a souffle

you wisp your fringe across your face
that look i'd never forget in a decade
your eyes, that look, i've not started with the smile
your luscious lips that scream sexy all this while

nonetheless, its not all, the way you look
its the feel you give to me when i'm with you
no words fit the description, no sentence no phrase
i'm just baffled by that emotion, should i rest my case?

haha. its only been a few days
laugh at me, cry with me, i rest my case
whichever it is, if it's the truth i hear,
then i'll just end it with what i have inside of me oh my dear

2010 has not come to an end.
i'll be nothing more to you than your very good friend.

Bic Runga - Sway



Don't stray, don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
You know it gets the better of me
Sometimes, when you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you, pull me out in time
Don't let me drown, let me down
I say it's all because of you
And here I go, losing my control
I'm practicing your name so I can say it to your face
It doesn't seem right, to look you in the eye
Let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth
Indeed it's time to tell you why
I say it's infinitely true

[CHORUS:]
Say you'll stay, don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way, yeah I need to know
All about you

And there's no cure, and no way to be sure
Why everything's turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired - I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now it all turns sour
Come sweeten every afternoon

[CHORUS TWICE]

It's all because of you
It's all because of you

Now it all turns sour, come sweeten every afternoon
It's time to tell you why, I say it's infinitely true

[CHORUS TWICE]

It's all because of you
It's all because of you
It's all because of you

Iron & Wine - Flightless Bird, American Mouth


I was a quick, wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys

Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long, baby hair
And stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
Or lost you, American mouth
Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore, blunt tongue
Watching the warm, poisoned rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks

Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures
Thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding
Or lost you, American mouth
Big pill stuck going down

We've drifted

hear this from me lil miss you-know-who
i miss you so much i really do
each text i send, every call i make
determines if i smile or frown for God's sake

when when i ever hear your voice
or ever get to smell your luscious sweet hair?
maybe you don't think so, but i do care
i wanna know if all i do is ever suffice.

come back...

CHANGES

i'm different already
i don't know why
this is not who i really am
all this shit makes me wanna cry

one after another things are repeating
calvin you are so damn right
this is no joke, the shit i am in
i know how you feel now, i sure do

the question now is
shld i or shld i not?
how can i, how can i not?
now or till the flowers wither and fall?

i'm no more the paul i used to be
i miss paul choo
changes there has been
all because of you and you and you

life is so uncertain
memories of the past
predictions of forthcomings
it doesnt matter at all, because change is what is now.

For what you said

Pretty silly how it may sound
i've been slogging away, and putting on some pounds
maybe its the irregular sleeping
and the constant eating

well, yesternight before bed i received a text
it hit me really hard, like a racecar at its max
long story short, i'm sorry for neglecting you
i've been busy with work and projects in due.

it hurts me somehow cos u said what you said 

JOY TO THE WORLD

Yayness!~ Just bought a new Camera!

Introducing the NIKON D80 VR kit with 18 - 135mm lens!
Current on wish list is the NIKON SB 600 external Flash and hopefully a macro lens (not yet decided)

Next photoshoot will be on Saturday, probably at the Shelter. i wanna shoot the dogs! Along with me, Jenny and Zihui will be there. So lets see how it goes!